Sunday, December 12, 2010

Never alone



One can never forget. 
Those who tell you otherwise, are lying through their teeth. 

For how can you escape your own thoughts? They become your personal demons - haunting you forever, taunting you incessantly. Laughing inside your head and dragging you deep down into a never-ending abyss whenever you slip even a little bit. There is no escape. Never will be. Temporarily? Perhaps. But before you have even managed to breathe that sigh of relief, they will be back, stronger and darker than before.

Its such a funny shit. For after a while - eons or seconds maybe, you can pause, tilt your head and laugh at the injustice of the whole situation. You pay for your sins. And for the sins of others too. Year after year. Night after night. 

Sometimes, you forget.
But they always come back. And you are never alone.

image: unknown

16 comments:

AmitL said...

Hi,Rain Girl-that's something to think over..Yes,memories never go away, good or bad..in fact,the more you try to erase them,the more strongly they come back, even in dreams.But,there is a way to lessen their impact-think of the good parts of life, whenever one of the bad ones tries to make an entry..what do you think?

rainboy said...

the only reason I can't forget is coz i can't forgive :P

though memory fades but you know what happend and it stays there forever .

The Sage said...

why try to forget??? if memories are fond, cherish them... if they are not, remember them as lessons!!

Khamakha said...

completely agree with the post.
The chase you forever.and weirdly every moment is about the presence or absence of it. and the absence itself spells of its existence I guess.. and then it becomes this constant struggle.. prly the only solution is not to think bout it too much, and extend the term of its absence as long as you can..or covering it up with so-called better aspects of life

Beauty and the BEast said...

Haunting Memories. The boon and bane which define life:(

AmitL said...

Hey,RG-can you see my new post?(Go via archives, it's visible::http://amitsmusings.blogspot.com/2010_12_01_archive.html) But, if I see your blogroll updates, it's not.

Vinda Sonata said...

hey, you know, i think you have serious talent in writing. i can feel the force in it when i was reading about thoughts and fighting oneself.
i'm an aspiring writer, and i think your writing is very inspirational. so i'm going to follow you from now on!:)

AmitL said...

Hi,RG-wishing you a delightful 2011..:)Waiting for the first post of the NY.:)

Rain Girl said...

@AmitL: I let them come... :P

Rain Girl said...

@raiboy: exactly. can't wait for parkinson's disease ;)

Rain Girl said...

@The Sage: Of course I do. Still, some lessons are very bitter.

Rain Girl said...

@Khamakha: you understood the unsaid here. :*

Rain Girl said...

@B&B: yup.. that is life indeed....

Rain Girl said...

@Vinda sonata: thanks :)

OwenratherAnonynous said...

I have to agree! I have bad memories! A lot of them! and ..well really thats it.. bad memories I have from school usually come back to haunt me when life isnt going well or as planned. Life has good patches and bad ones...

OwenratherAnonynous said...

I have plenty of bad memories! And they usually do come back hard when life isnt going well. My best advice is to try not to maintain much focus on it. Life has good and bad patches (Im going through a rough one!)